Wednesday, October 26, 2005
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sigh... ban lai dou shuo hao le ma... yi qi qu... den laz min dun wana go liao... i even thot of so mani wae to convince mi mum to let mi go... guess dey are of no use nw le... sad... =/
went to bugis todae... learnt one thing 2dae... guys are SLOW SHOPPERS... duno make mi n xinyun wait for how long le lor... ard 1/2 hr? den tt robin worse... 1 HR lo... den end up dey went amk... =.=
first tym he asked mi out... ask mi whether wana go e ou de yang concert ma... of coz i wana go! budden duno can a nt... so thot of alot of waes to convince mi mum... hu noes when we gt hm he suddenly sae dun wana go liao... so disappointing! sigh... i of coz dun wana go liao la...
still asked mi y i sound so sad... still nid 2 ask ma... sigh... duno wad to do abt him... alwaes sae until lyk im v scary n unapproachable... makes mi v sad to know dis u noe ma?!?! y carn we b e bez of frenz lyk we used to b? haiix... sumtyms we seems so.... so... far apart... dun even noe wad u r thinkin... alwaes changin ur mind de... sigh...
o' levels coming liao... still nt well prepared... =/ muz pia lyk siao liao... instead of thinking abt all dese things... hope that things will realli turn out well for us after e o's... look forward to e dae when e o's end... =)
xi wang tt he will nv find dis blog... nw even chek how noe abt here le... i duno wad others will think if dey ever found out dis blog... seems kinda desperate m i? sigh... duno wad's wib mi lately oso... mood swings tt cme n go... sigh... exma blues? hahahx... hu m i kidding?! sigh...
feel so sian nw... sooo tired after walking in bugis juz nw... yet i carn slp... mind is full of thots... shont b thinking of anithing else other den studies nw... mm! muz start to pia 2ml le...
wad a long blog 2dae... feel so accomplished =)
fo0d f0r Th0uGhT~
whEn wiLL U uNdErStAnD mE? hOpE E aNs WIll Nt B *NeVeR*
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